I’m depressed, and bored, and I don’t have anything to post about. I’ve “officially” decided to lose 20-30 lbs before my wedding (Aug 25, giving me over 6 months, which means at minimum less than 4 lbs per month, which is less than a pound a week–that’s reasonable). Consequently, I’m eating my two oranges for lunch. (Ok, I’m lying… the sad lunch isn’t for the dieting, it’s because I was too damn lazy/depressed to wash the pot my dishwasher didn’t get clean last night, so I couldn’t make anything.)
I so just want to go home and go get some supplies, and paint. Or draw. Or failing that, write. I really hate my life that doesn’t allow that kind of creativity right now.
On the plus side, my scale told me this morning that I’ve already lost a pound. The first five or ten are easy though… blah. I hate worrying about this crap.